Home Alone!
I had to move to the new place before my wife and son, now I am here without family and it is not so fun. I always thought if I got alone for a while I would do lots of stuff that usually when I am with family I don't do and I nag about it on a daily basis.
Now I am alone and my life so boring that ...
I am so used to them that sometimes I feel I even don't exist without my family. I know when we get together again I will start nagging about the hardship and restrictions of family life but that is bullshit.
I like Koroush Aliani, there is no specific reason, but the texts he writes are nice, they are different, I don't know him and I don't know how he is in his personal life, but his writings are something I like,
Lately he is writing a bit weird, Is he alright? I hope so.
I like Kameran's writings from Israel as well. He is so Iranian,
Beside these guys I like Hoder's blog as well with all his ups and downs and his opinions, he is not fake, that is great. He needs to get his ass together and do something serious, go in hiding finish his school and come back, what he is doing is like working in a fast food store, you can't do it for good.

His recent talks and the negative reactions of some people reminds me of a personal experience with a member of my own family. I came to Canada as an immigrant, that is, as a professional engineer I applied for immigration to Canada and that was with my own money. I came over here and since I could not find a suitable job I ended up doing my masters degree for better career opportunities afterwards. Anyways, one day I was talking politics with this guy who had become family after my sister married his brother in Law. It was the first time Khatami was around and the first time after so many years there was a real hope in him and what he was talking about. It was the second time in my whole life that I was going to vote, and I talked about that openly and talked about the hope and that this time it was different (was it?). After a while my sister told me that now that guy is referring to you as the Hezbollah and the agent of the Islamic republic in Canada and how these agents come to study in Canada and so forth.
That is sad, anybody might or might not be the agent of any intelligence agency, but for god's sake if he is, is he so stupid to show it up?
We enjoy calling people names and by labeling people we make our life a hell easier and fun, others' life a hell harder, who cares HAH?!!!.

I have moved to a warmer place, I really had got used to Ottawa and people, the only thing was the winter, my wife and chili winter are just like the middle east crisis, that is why I moved.
They will join me in a while, a month or so, I have got an apartment and a job, sounds enough.