Life is strange, I have had lots of surprises regarding life and death so far,
in high school and university I lost three of my close friends, two to the cancer and one to the war,
When I was in Canada an ex colleague send me a clinical document of his son fighting with cancer asking me if I could go and look for any cure and new medication for his son, his son eventually died, sometime later I lost my son too, and now my mom is in the last stages of cancer. I have no Idea, whatsoever, I don't dare bring it up when I talk to here, she knows something is happening and all the chemotherapy and stuff has been stopped for some reason, after six years of fight her brain is engaged now, and it is a matter of luck as how long would take her to go down (or Up, depends on how you see it).
She is a brave lady the only thing I am praying for is that she pass through it quick, no pain no loss of dignity.
What am I suppose to do? I am not even going to see her for a last visit, I don't dare,
Thank God we have Denise here, a dear one goes, a dear one comes and you have a combination of happiness and sadness with you, weired feeling.